The perfect life.

Ok so my internet is being like this mega bitch, which I think is very very unfair. I got back home like 10 minutes ago and I was all pumped to write a blog cause my life is so awesome. But the OMGsoslow loading of the pages just pissed me off. But I shall still blog.
I feel like I'm cheating on this blog with a new blog I wanna start on Tumblr. That shit is fancy as fuck! But its taking like forever to load so meh, I'll just blog here tonight. Reason I'm even joining Tumblr is to follow his page. That guy I haven't spoken to in like a year or something and he was the one guy I had major regrets about. But all that's over now that we are talking again so yay! :D

Its a beautiful beautiful night in Bangalore. There were light showers and this constant mist of rain all through the evening, that just made my Favorite city look its absolute best. There is magic in the rain. And the radio is amazing, as it is on every Saturday night. Radio indigo, Rohit Barker and DJ Ivan on the Hot Mix, thank you for making my Saturdays pretty awesome when I am stuck at home. But no regrets there. I wanna be home tonight. I wanna be right here and I want time to stop. The cuckoo clock in my room tells me its 11 o clock and I'm no where close to sleepy. Best friend girl? I miss you. Im just saying, I miss you. I want you here making me do random work and making me laugh like a mad person and say "boyfriend ah" when I suddenly stop laughing and concentrate on texting. You know that the only person on the planet I will stop my madness with you and try to get sane is for the boyfriend. But I still love you more than I love him. Really.

So yesterday was awesome beyond awesomeness. I had my mini project presentation and I was like mega scared. The night before that was when Guilt boy texted after oh so long. Ok i need to rename the guy. Lets call him Awesome stoner boy. So when he did text, it just felt so good, it was insane. It was like relief and I just knew the Universe has fallen in love with me again and everything is about to get perfect :D And it did. My presentation went off insanely well and the external seemed to be really impressed by me too. Best friend girl stayed back till 5:45 just for me. And being in college with her is like a nirvana zone to me. I love it with her. I was so happy about my presentation that I went to buy her ice cream. And the Awesome Ice cream man at the college canteen gave us like 5 flavours for the cost of one. That just seemed to tip our insanity and happiness scales to uncontrollable. We got loud and high pitched and giggly, and that din change for the next 3 hours.

Random events, including a lecturer eating the bottom half of the wafer of my ice cream, which eventually lead to a lot of dripping chocolate and mad laughter and random sentences that just sounded so much more funnier then than in normal circumstances just made my day even better. I even met Awesome stoner boy and spoke to him (see? the Universe does love me). I got my one hour of me time and music. Went home, helped mom make chicken. And then randomly, Awesome stoner boy texts and says meet for a beer. And somehow I wanted to go. I did go. and I'm glad I did. Felt like I made a friend last night. :) got home and called awesome Ex boyfriend boy, how is one of my closest friends now and just spoke to him. I felt so calm. Like everything was all sorted out. And texted the boyfriend. Told him I loved him, which I do, honestly. I LOVE my life.

I rewrote my SOP today, and I think it sounds a lot better than it did before. After all this, it just feels like I'm gonna make it to the place I've been dreaming of going to and becoming the person I've always wanted to be, professionally and otherwise.

Universe, I know you love me. You've given me everything I have every wanted even before I asked for it. Now, I'm working towards it and putting in an honest effort. Just love me the same and  keep things this perfect, will you? And yeah, I love you too! *big hug*
Yes, I just hugged thin air. That's how good a mood I am in.

I'm done for the night. its almost 30th Dec, 2012. 2 days to the end of the year. Crazy shit!

Right now

Right. Its a Sunday. And it feels so weird that I'm not in Indiranagar. German class is finally over and we all passed A-1 too! But don't I miss going there? Even though it ment I din have weekends free and it ment starving pretty much the whole day. From dressing up and thinkin about what to wear for an entire week before., to the metro ride there, to the walk to Goethe, anticipation, excitement and having a racing heart, having cold, numb fingers while waiting for him. And when he does walk in and he'd sit next to me, everything would seem so worth it. Yeah, I'm love struck. But its not even remotely my fault this time. The guy is that perfect!! 3months its been with him. Every weekend defined meeting him and the rest of the class, learning that incredible language. The pause. The random German words we had gotten into the habit of using. Wondering how we are ever gonna pass! The beer at Jimi's. His cars. Being with him. Having my heart stop because of him. *sigh*. I love those classes! The million million memories I got. Thank you guys! I love ya'll!
And yeah class ended. But so what? Mr Perfect said our relationship wouldn't end with classes and it hasn't. Classes ended in the 1st weekend of December. And after that I've met him every week. Yesterday he came  to the Barista near home without even telling me. And I was in Fbar, blissfully unaware. Then I get to know at 10pm and I ran. Last night, like every time with him, was perfection beyond words. Ah the guy! <3

I have the best best friend on the planet, and I am not even close to over exaggerating. If I ever do make it to the US to do my masters next year, I'll owe it all to her. That girl changed my life. You know how'd you'd imagine a meteor changing your life, or a boyfriend? And how you'd assume a friend would influence in no other way than to blow more money and drink some more? Well this girl is my boyfriend and meteor and friend all wrapped up in one. She is like magic to me. My life becomes magical with her around. From Shimoga to Hyderabad to Malaysia! She's the reason I wake up in the morning and go to college. IF she and I ever have a fall out, I will just shoot myself. I cannot survive for a few hour without some kinda contact with her. She's an addiction. I'd happily spend ever waking moment with her and share my bed as well, just cause I know I'll wake up next to her the next morning and I can spend the next day with her as well.
Yeah, these are the kinda things one writes to describe a boyfriend. But this girl is more important to me than any boy will ever be. Yes, I text her and obsess about Mr Perfect, but I know she knows how much I love her. She is a blessing. Yes, I'm emo cliche today. Deal with it.

SO why a post about my boyfriend and my best friend? Cause they are that important to me as of this second in my life, and I want them to know I love them and I cannot do without them. I go all week missing Boyfriend boy, knowing he is genuinely busy, but I still wish he'd text me and say he loves me. He appears after a week, making all the missing him so worth it and putting me right in the middle of heaven for as long as I am with him. And Best friend girl? I survive the week because of her.

This picture is about boyfriend boy just as much as it is about best friend girl. That's me and best friend girl on the beach of Malaysia, which was the most amazing holiday ever and I just fell more in love with her than I already was. And we're trying to represent boyfriend boy and my initials together, V V. 

Also that he has a Volkswagon. And Volks is German. And I met him at German class. 

I LOVE MY LIFE! <3

My Obsession with Straight Hair

I am all of 21 years of age, and my most fond childhood memories include my mom oiling my hair every Saturday night and washing it off every Sunday. My mom has insanely curly hair, and for some odd reason, curly hair just ends up curling the more it grows. So she never could have long hair. It seemed like she was living out her fantasy of long hair through me for a good 14 years. I was blessed with thick black hair and my mom made sure I never cut. Everyone in school knew me as the girl with the long, plaited hair. How jealour i was of the other girls who could use the hairbands like Kajol did in Kuch Kuch Hota hai. My hair was so long, I could do nothing my plait it. I use to fascinate me to watch girls undo their hair and tie pigtails in seconds. Grooming my hair would take nothing less than 10 minutes. So there was a routine hot oil massage every weekend and she could wash off the oil with Johnson n Johnson baby shampoo (yes, with no more tears).

I reached high school and I had had enough. Mom would always tell me I would regret cutting my hair off, but it seemed to confine me in someway. I wanted to break free. So after 3 years of begging and pleading, she finally let me get layers cut. Mind you, it was still long; it was just styled. But that winter took a horrible toll on my hair. It got dry and rough and it started splitting. And to my horror, my hair started falling at rates that got my worried I'll go bald. I had people asking me if I had a medical condition which was causing my hair to fall off. That had to be the scariest hair memory I have ever had. So I went to a well reputed saloon, hoping they would help me through this. Turns out, they had the perfect solution.

Up to that point, I had never used conditioner. I always assumed conditioner has enough chemicals to make my condition even worse than it already was. I was so desperate at that point, I was willing to try anything. So, they washed my hair with a hairfall control shampoo and conditioner and they applied a mousse later on and a serum. The minute they dried my hair, I felt like a princess. My hair looked stunning and it felt soft and perfect. But would this be the end of my hair problems? That is when they handed me a bottle of Sunsilk Black. And yes, it did solve every problem I ever had.

Its been many many years since that horrific winter. My personality changed and my hairstyles have changed with it. But my hair has remained long and perfectly straight all these years. I presently use the Sunsilk thick and long shampoo that comes in a gorgeous shocking pink bottle. The Sunsilk products are truly magical and I cannot think of a better way to have straight, healthy, silky, shiny hair. I feel beautiful because of my hair and I love the attention I get because of it. I defines me and it gives me the confidence to go out and meet people and be myself no matter what. Having good hair, that makes you feel beautiful is the most important attribute for a girl. Sunsilk has given me just that, all these years. So thank you Sunsilk!

PS: I'll put in a few photos to show you that I am not kidding!